I am down but not out!

the sun doesn't wake me up..the night doesn't let me sleep..what is this indulgence?

they said don't take this blind path..you will get hurt...you are blind...you will stumble..no one will be there to hold you..i walked on and on..i got hurt..but i did not cry.. i kept a solitary tear drop forever in my eyes...the breeze braces me..the dew on the flower smiles at me...the moon in the dark sky winks at me..the still water in the lake shines at my face...adds a spark to my dream filled eyes...i have broken the thorns on my way..my feet bleeds...i can't walk anymore...it hurts i can't..may be its time to fly... :-)

hAppY vAleNtIneS dAy!

a week of romance ends..finally its valentines day! Wishing everyone in Love a beautiful day and an endless journey of never ending love..

love for me has been an unsolved mystery which i just failed to understand..i don't find myself good enough to love someone..may be i am challenged when it comes to love...i have many friends who keep talking to me about their love life and their ideas of love...it makes it even more mysterious for me...what if someday i do fall for someone...this will be my idea of this eternal bond and relationship...

I don't know the meaning of love but just trying to give a meaning to it.

I just want to hold your hand and say..i am not here to expect..i am here to give...whatever i can,I will walk with you..till you say..I am tired..when you will sit tired i would wipe every drop of sweat on your face...and fill every breath of yours with fragrance of hope..till you are ready to walk again..in this never ending journey...when there stands a demon on the way..i will close your eyes and hold you tight to chase your fear...and take you through...i might beak up,i may perish but i will be alive in your living heart...

Solace..

searching..still searching...no match found...why does it often happen? what makes me a confused soul...why i don't find solace? the answer is may be i don't want to..but certain things in life at certain moments can be path breaking..its possible that i will be left out...i will be criticized..i will loose friends..but what i should do? just follow my heart...you cannot really measure the worth of a thing,a person, an opportunity just instantly....some one once said to me you will loose a diamond while you are busy collecting stones...goes very well...today i stand at a crossroad where i have ways to go and explore...don't know which road to take and what will i get..does it really matter if i just go on enjoying the path...all roads might take me to that one destination which i desire and dream of...

paint me...

Its midnight...boring books..some online friends...feeling lousy..decided to write something...Colors..

whats your take on colors? Imagine a B/W wall...a B/W environment..Lets paint a wall..Adding colors to life..sounds great.. isn't it? who adds colors in my B/W life? friends..the lovely people around me...who share my happiness...who read the unsaid...who lend a helping hand..who is gentle..who is furious..These are my friends...my colors...can you find yourself? :-)

my first friend is BLUE - divine,understanding...too far...too high to reach just as the sky above..but always with me..always calms me down in the ruthless sun...

my second friend is YELLOW- Enlightens me...wakes me up...tells me to get my act together...tells me that I am confused...teaches me discipline..

my third friend is RED..he is my mentor..He urges me to write my own story..He says "Its all about being passionate" these are the three colors which makes my life colorful and oozing with beauty...

the dream seller..

one night i met a dream seller..i went to him and asked...what is the price of a dream..he said "why do you ask,will you be able to pay? I said I will try...He asked me three questions..

who are you ? wasn't asking my name...

what do you do? wasn't asking my profession..

what do you want? I said i want to live my dream..for that you will have to sell it to me...he insisted you wont be able to pay the price...he said don't chase your dreams...stop dreaming...start living..Find answers to the first couple of questions i asked...then come to me...I don't sell dreams..

I just sell a moment...which comes free...I sell because its you who pays the price...I stared surprised...what price? You pay your time chasing me...rather living that moment which comes for free and the dream which is priceless...