I want to live before i die..

we all fear death i have tried to put it in words..many of you may find yourself in this short passage..if you get my communication right...its all about crossing that ocean before you die...Lance Armstrong said "The best thing ever happened to me was Cancer" and the rest is history..

no matter how hard i try...i am going to die..

a lot of blows, a lot of sigh..

tears stop rolling out of my dry eyes..

yesterday it was sunshine...today its turned grey..

but why do i fear...i have always loved the rains...

its been a long time since a drop touched me...

let me get drenched today...i want to breath some life..

before i die..I want to touch the skies before i die..

I want to unfold myself before i die..

I want to tell you mother that i always cared...

I want to tell you father i was sincere

I want to tell you sister you were always near..

I want to say the unsaid..I always Loved you dear..

but I want to cross that Ocean before i die..I am suffering from a disease called life..

because i know..no matter how hard i try i am going to die...

this part of my life "being a Loner"

life always treats you well..some admit some don't..I am a firm believer that we always get what we actually deserve..may be at times we feel dejected and ditched by life..but that idea needs to be changed..from my personal experiences of the little life i have lived..I have learnt a lot of lessons..many of my friends feel that i am a person who likes to stay aloof..to an extent its true i am not a person who loves to party around but even not One who would always say a NO...sometimes you are just not what you are...you are like water, just taking shape of the vessel you are in..

i sit inside a room...in a conversation with silence...trying to understand every bit of it...it wants to tell me so many things...it tells me leave me alone...i ask you are silence you are alone..you have no voice...you have no words..let me be with you...and i stay on and on...it doesn't reply back...time passes by...i say where have you disappeared? it doesn't respond back...then finally i decide to move out of the room...theres a voice..dare you come back again..you have disturbed me...my existence..my being..after moving out i never got back in...but i realized i was missing something..

its rightly said...the worst in life is attachment,it hurts when you loose it.The best thing in life is loneliness because it teaches you everything and when you loose it you get everything...

all i can say is..

"sometimes life doesn't leave you any options but to win and winning becomes everything"

happy birthday coffee.. :-)

birthday...your day...the day when you were born..you got life..you cried...years went by..

you touched lives..you spread happiness...you cared...you loved..you blessed..you cheered...your face radiates joy..you render bliss..today we celebrate a person who gives more than she gets..I have never seen you low..don't believe that you have no reasons to be so...but that is what you are..always cheerful..

you stand to make others smile..i admire your infinite kindness..the best thing i like about you is when you giggle :-) and when you say Chill :P

this is for a very special friend(less friend more mum)..my online coffee.. :-) feel gifted to have a friend like you..On behalf of everyone who knows you...wish you a very happy birthday! feel blessed to have met you.. thank you...