Its not that easy

Committing suicide is never easy.. Its much more difficult than it looks..if i want to end my life and i have chosen to burn myself up...its really gonna be painful and if by any chance if someone saves you from dying then its terrible...if i hang myself the time it takes to wrap it up feels like ages..If i wish to jump into a river...i start thinking about what will happen when to my head if it bangs across a stone or something like that..sounds strange but you really feel that.. if i choose to shoot myself then its going to take some special effort to find a bullet and a gun...rat poison is the worst..these days the quality is so poor that's its difficult to kill even the rats..if i have decided to take some drugs its turns messy @ times leaving with some disorders rather than killing..am not convinced about one of them though because it sounds really effective but the question is where is it found? They say suicide is man's way of telling God you can't fire me I quit.. but this resignation is so difficult as if theres a bond...
Suicide sometimes proceeds from cowardice, but not always; for cowardice sometimes prevents it; since as many live because they are afraid to die, as die because they are afraid to live.
Charles Caleb Colton