this part of my life "being a Loner"

life always treats you well..some admit some don't..I am a firm believer that we always get what we actually deserve..may be at times we feel dejected and ditched by life..but that idea needs to be changed..from my personal experiences of the little life i have lived..I have learnt a lot of lessons..many of my friends feel that i am a person who likes to stay aloof..to an extent its true i am not a person who loves to party around but even not One who would always say a NO...sometimes you are just not what you are...you are like water, just taking shape of the vessel you are in..

i sit inside a room...in a conversation with silence...trying to understand every bit of it...it wants to tell me so many things...it tells me leave me alone...i ask you are silence you are alone..you have no voice...you have no words..let me be with you...and i stay on and on...it doesn't reply back...time passes by...i say where have you disappeared? it doesn't respond back...then finally i decide to move out of the room...theres a voice..dare you come back again..you have disturbed me...my existence..my being..after moving out i never got back in...but i realized i was missing something..

its rightly said...the worst in life is attachment,it hurts when you loose it.The best thing in life is loneliness because it teaches you everything and when you loose it you get everything...